I have the best husband...I am so lucky

So Steve calls me out of the blue on Saturday and I happened to be out shopping. Which I did not need to be so I was like I am checking out I will rush home call me back. He is hesitant telling me it is ok i don't have to. I said no I will. SO we get home and he calls and I am kinda like ok why is he calling. It was the day before mothers day we had just talked a few days before. So much has been up in the air with the ships schedule that when he stopped talking. I was like ok is something going on and he was like no why should there be and I was like no it is just a feeling I have I mean why did you call. He was all what do you mean what do YOU think is going on. I said well you just told me the other day about a possible change in the schedule so is it that. He is like no and I was all ok what? He said I think you need to look into how much it would cost to meet me where Brian lives. A code word we have. I was like what are you serious. A because we had already discussed it and he said it would not be worth the money to get me over there when he would be home so shortly after. So I was shocked. B because we don't have any money. I looked and found a very cheap flight we are staying with friends and I got the kids taken care of thanks to my good friends here. It all fell into place in one evening it was amazing. Now I get to see my husband in 16 days and I cannot wait. I am obviously excited about going to where the ship pulls in but it could be Antarctica and I would still be over joyed cause I get to see Steve. I cannot wait. This is a dream come true. Now we will have 6 days of uninterrupted us time. Time I cannot wait for and will treasure for the rest of my life. I am so happy and lucky to have him.

Look @ my HOT man!

Hopefully back to normal...

We have been so sick here this month. I hope when April ends the sickness will to. Dillon got sick right in the beginning of April and has been fighting it every since. Breanna and I followed. It has take 3 antibiotics and hopefully he will get better now. Turns out mine is just allergy's. It is so pretty in So Cal right now. Flowers are everywhere. However it with it and the dry air I have been so congested and just nasty. Spitting the sickest crap out. I hope it is better and I can get on with my life. I have not worked out since last Monday and it's freaking Sunday night. I feel like a cow even though I am technically down a pound.
On another note We had our halfway party and It was great. I met alot of great people off the ship and I just enjoy being around people who know the kinds of things I am going through and those women do more then anyone. We had such a good time. I wore my fancy earrings my wonderful husband sent me from Kagoshima Japan so of corse I had to dress up to match them and I felt like I looked really good. I just can't get over my new self and I am not sure what it will take for me to believe that it is actually me in those pics. I think I had just gotten so use to the idea of being heavy for so long that now it is hard for me to believe it. Even Steve was amazed at the pics and said it didn't look like me...in a good way lol.
Today we went to the beach with some friends and had such a good time. I bought a new bathing suit bottom and it was a freaking medium lol. Though I still think my hips are better left covered lol. So it is a skirt thing but still. I am hesitant to post it on here but if freaking everyone on the beach can see it why can't my followers? So here ya go.

I cannot even tell you how good this makes me feel.!

Hi Lisa:)
I don't know if you're still working on your book, but this lady is amazing!!!
Kristina has been working out very consistent almost every day with Summer and
me at Mission Bay and lost an amazing amount of weight since she joined Stroller
Strides. Her husband is deployed and won't recognize her when he comes back.
Not just the amazing weight loss also the energie gained...anyway...I don't know
if you are still looking for "great stories"...Kristina is one of my HEROS!!!
Sibylle

Even More Saturday..

So this weekend has been incredibly rough. I don't even know what to say about it really...it goes on forever and so much happened and yet so much didn't. I have been and still am an emotional wreck. I have been feeling very alone and stressed. It doesn't even matter now because tomorrow is another day and it is Easter and I will be celebrating with my babies and I know Dillon is gonna love cracking those eggs lol. I am probably gonna end up dying like 25 for only 1 kid who can really hunt lol. I have been thinking about my blog...it was originally supposed to be about my time in So Cal and all the amazing things I have seen. I was gonna post pics of everything...but it is hard carrying around 2 kids and camera and I have found I would much rather talk about my husband lol. I mean really almost every post has been about him lol. I wonder if he knows that...I wonder if he really knows how much I love him...anyway sidetracked once again...So maybe I should change the name of the blog to crazy obsessed love stricken married woman???? LOL You know you are truly over the top still in love with your husband when ppl start making fun of you for being the GOOD wife...LOL

Saturday

As we speak....Steve is in Thailand and Breanna is in bed sleeping off her sickness. I had to cancel her party again. It is sad. I also have not been able to workout because of it and I feel crummy. I have not been having a good couple of days and I am not feeling like these feelings inside will go away anytime soon. I am ready for some ME time I am in need of some ME time...where the only thing I have to worry about is myself and by god I will get it lol.

Steve wanted some new pics.

For comparison I added one form the day he left.